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156894285 @ 2007-08-12T18:55:00

2007-08-12T16:57:34Z

missing home. missing a lot.
coming home i want things to change.
i want to be productive and really do someting.

156894285 @ 2007-06-06T12:23:00

2007-06-06T16:24:06Z

i leave for PR in 9days. its almost like i forgot i was going.
how is everyones summer? really, tell me.

if you can help..

2007-05-07T08:49:33Z

recently i gauged my ear from 3/4" to 7/8" with silicon plugs, for 4days my ears were fine, and last night as i was touching them i felt this goo. i went to the mirror, took the plug out, and come to find out i had ripped the whole inside of the hole.
i disinfected with hydrogen poroxide and then neosporin, now it seems my ears are just scraing closed, but i dont want them to close up.
im very very upset, so please, tell me what i can do to help my ears. :(

156894285 @ 2007-03-13T14:19:00

2007-03-13T21:22:48Z

SOUTH FLORIDA!

156894285 @ 2006-12-18T22:14:00

2006-12-19T03:20:12Z

the least you could do is stay sober enough to talk to me.

ive been so busy with school, work, night school and sleeping, i cant find room for anything else. i really wish i could get night school done tomorrow, but 3chapters in 4hours is impossible. which means no more tripping with cody thursday, and i was really looking foward to that.

saturday i leave to mexico for two weeks. thank fucking god.
im getting a new lense for myself on wednesday. im so excited.
i think i failed my english midterm. and i wont have any paintings done by thursday.

i really miss having a digital camera, and im hoping it wont cost too much to get it fixed. once it is fixed though, i will be selling in on Ebay to get a camera i want more. im so excited about that too.

im going to try and update sketches soon, either here or via myspace.

156894285 @ 2006-10-18T21:45:00

2006-10-19T01:47:50Z

I realized that the reason I dont talk to old friends, or to many people, is because I dont like dealing with "missing" people. I figure that it is much easier on that person and on myslef if we just lose contact, instead of continuously failing to hang out. This goes for mostly anyone I dont speak to anymore, and since we do not speak, I do not think this will be read.

Mom always told me what you'll get nowhere without friends. I'm worried about the future.

156894285 @ 2006-09-15T15:29:00

2006-09-15T19:35:18Z

School is going really well. I have four art classes, my Calculus class is a joke, my Econmics/Government teacher is a gemini too, and my English teacher is the most enthusiastic nut job. I love it all. We all got intrems today. I have five A's and two B's. Finally, somthing to be proud of.

I went to take my senior pictures yesterday, and they told me my smile was too big. THANKS. But I made a request for my background to be close to the pink in my hair, he said he'd make a note of it.

I've been really tired, and in the need to draw. So I am going to nap, and then sketchs somthing ridiculous.

156894285 @ 2006-06-19T18:21:00

2006-06-19T22:25:31Z

So since the fourth grade, I've never had or tried to host a birthday party for myself. Why? Becuase in the fourth grade, no one came or called. But see, I tired to get over it, I planned a party, close friends said they would come.

No one came.

I dont care if I sound lame.
Don't expect me to ever speak to many of you again.
You complain about how you have no true friends, everyone is fake, no one pulls through? Well you are one of these people. Every single one of you.

(Please Don't Post A Comment Saying, "Am I one of these people?")

156894285 @ 2006-06-16T21:03:00

2006-06-17T01:03:47Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KRITA AND NIKKI
LOVE LOVE LOVE

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2006-06-09T20:39:37Z

i think its over. and right now im dying.

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2006-06-05T15:13:44Z

Why is it so difficult for things to stay simple? To keep the same friends forever, just as close. To honestly, never, lose your bestfriend. I don't understand. Pick me up, we can ride forever to no where at all, but i promise you will enjoy it for the rest of your life.

I wake up every morning, and today is the day I find myself, again. I have had such a loss of identity, but then I start to think that maybe I never had one to begin with. I want to wake up everyday with a different look, different perspective. I'm just bored easily.

I don't understand.

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2006-05-30T18:11:51Z

My dad said I am allowed to go Maryland, but I told him no. If I go, then that means I have to wait a whole six more month untill I see my family in France, which will then make it two years since i last saw them, so no thank you.
But this means I have a lot more money then I thought, which means I can buy new lenses, and maybe a new camera. I'm not sure.

I should be more content then I am.
Lately I am just a mess of emotions.
Sometimes drasticaly miserable, others perfectly happy.
I hate it. And no one benifits from it.

Nikkis birthday is soon, I dont know what to get here.
I miss kristin a lot.

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2006-05-24T01:33:50Z

So right now I am going all rigkivhdlfh!!@49e6
You know why!? BECAUSE I PASSED ALL MY FUCKING CLASSES.
French A
Chemistry B
English D
PreCal B
Drawing II A
American History B
Photography A

Man, I'm fucking happy.

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2006-05-19T12:26:35Z

Kristin is out of hell. So is Nikki. I am so jealous.

If anyone knows anything about Dillard, and the registration for next year please let me know. If I don't move I do not want to return to Plantation High, so I want to see if it's not too late to get into the magnet program there.

Right now I have three A's, three B's, and one F. Fuck English. My grades are pretty good if you ask me, considering last year at this time I had straight F's.

I still don't know if I am going to Maryland, or if I am even moving. I am having a lot of hostility twards my father lately. I am almost certain that the father-daughter relationship I once imagined, has dissapeard. I am also almost certain that he doess not care.

In my fathers opinion he said that I should not be sent to Maryland. With no excuse or reasoning. I am a good daughter, and good employee, and good sister, and good girlfriend, and good friend. Fuck, I deserve this. When my parents got divorced he said he would do anything that would help me in the future, or make me happy. HELLO. This is it.

My father is such a dumbass.

All I am certain of is that I am confused, and very much aggrevated.
And let me not forget to mention, perfectly content.

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2006-05-04T22:19:57Z

I thought this would be appropriate. New journal for a new perspective.
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